"Dearest,
I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through
another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to
hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing
to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in
every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been
happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that
I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know.
You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I
owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me
and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could
have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the
certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I
don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V."
Carta de suícidio de Virginia Wolf, 28 Março de1941
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